some of my poems

स्तिथि

यूं तो नहीं कहता नादाँ हूँ में ,

हालत जो हैं बेकाबू उनसे कुछ परेशां हूँ में ,

मजबुरिया नहीं मेरा मुक्कद्दर पर,

अपने आज से हैरान हूँ में !!

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विविधा

कोई कहे गहरा राज़ है तू ,किसी के लिए सजा-संवरा आज है तू ,

कोई कहे बेवफा है तू , कोई कहे उससे खफा है तू ,

किसी के अनसुलझे सवालो का जवाब है तू , किसी की आँखों में बसा हसीं ख्वाब है तू,

मजबूरो के लिए रोज नई मज़बूरी है तू ,थके मुसाफिरों के लिए लम्बी दुरी है तू ,

कोई तुझसे रूठा रहता,कोई तेरे संग-संग बहता,

रंगा हुआ कोई तेरे रंग में-मदमस्त, कोई तुझसे मुहब्बत करता!

तेरी छाँव में बैठा मैं सुकून से, तुझसे ही पूछता-'तू क्या है ? कौन है ?'
ज़िन्दगी ने मेरी मुझसे कहा-

"मैं तेरी हूँ सिर्फ तेरी!!!"

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कोई तो होगी राह आगे चल के तो देखू;
मशाल न सही पास मेरे, हौसला जला के तो देखू ,

थमी जरुर हैं रफतार मेरी पर बेकाबू नहीं हैं, मैं चलते-चलते डगर से थोड़ा उड़ कर तो देखू!!
मंजिले और भी हैं,रास्ते न ख़त्म हुए, मैं अपनी जंजीरों का बंधन खोलके तो देखू ,

कहा था ज़िन्दगी ने मैं -'तेरी हूँ,सिर्फ तेरी',
मैं ज़िन्दगी को अपनी, अपना समझ के तो देखू!!!

सफ़र- आगाज यहीं, अंजाम यहीं, हम भी यही तुम भी यहीं !!

मुझे फिक्र नहीं अंजाम की, मैं तो मुसाफिर हूँ राह का;
चलता हूँ ,रुकता हूँ, रुक कर फिर चलता हूँ!

मुझे ख्वाब देखने का शौक नहीं, बस आरजू हैं उड़ने की;
उड़ता हूँ ,गिरता हूँ , उठ कर फिर उड़ता हूँ !

देखता हूँ दिन को निकलते हुए ,साँझ को ढलते हुए;

जिंदगी को नित नए करवट बदलते हुए - मैं चलते हुए!

सिलसिला है जो थमता नहीं,मेरे साथ यह वक़्त भी चलता हैं
रुक भी जाऊ मैं कहीं, पर यह नहीं समझता हैं!

मेरी मुस्कान ही मेरी पहचान हैं,उन आंसुओ पर मत जाना जो आँखों में मेरी पलते हैं;
दर्द मुझे अपना नहीं, यह तो दुसरो के दर्द पर निकलते हैं!

मैं पत्थर दिल नहीं, एहसास मुझमे भी मचलते हैं;
बस लफ्जो से नहीं, आँखों से मेरी झलकते हैं!

बदल रहा हूँ हर रोज मैं,सुबह-शाम की तरह,
सिर्फ देखो नहीं, समझो मुझे;

"मैं कल कुछ और था, मैं आज कुछ और हूँ, मेरा कल कुछ और होगा!"

मुझे फिक्र नहीं अंजाम की, मैं तो मुसाफिर हूँ राह का;
चलता हूँ ,रुकता हूँ, रुक कर फिर चलता हूँ!

मुझे ख्वाब देखने का शौक नहीं, बस आरजू हैं उड़ने की;
उड़ता हूँ ,गिरता हूँ , उठ कर फिर उड़ता हूँ !!!

Burn your Boat

11/07/2010

Hello all of you,long time too update my blog this time.For all of you who knows or might be not better to inform, i am in delhi from a month. And missing indore,family,friends and a special one so much.

Awake up early in the morning studies day long,take a class and sleep early in the night thats what my routine,however enjoying alot. Many a time i feel to left this and return home because of the loneliness and boredome around but than feel i have to fight somehow and not for anyone but me and my dream.

Here i am quoting some lines by john Goe:

"Until one is committed, there is hesitancy, the chance to draw back, always ineffectiveness. Concerning all acts of initiative and creation, there is one elementary truth the ignorance of which kills countless ideas and splendid plans: that the moment one definitely commits oneself, and then providence moves too. All sorts of things occur to help one that would never otherwise have occurred. A whole stream of events issues from the decision, raising in one's favor all manner of unforeseen incidents, meetings and material assistance which no man could have dreamed would have come his way. Whatever you can do or dream you can, begin it. Boldness has genius, power and magic in it. Begin it now."

- Johann Wolfgang von Goethe

The lines written above have magical meaning.Once you understand it you are no far from achieving your goal.The meaning of above lines is blen into a single pharese by greeks "Burn your Boats."

The Greek phrase"Burn your Boat".

This get birth at the time of war when Greek army go to island(i miss the name) and burn there boats so that they will never thought of returning back without completing there task.If you are full of fear and demotivate just "Burn your boat" and become fully commited towards your goal.

To say its easy but to act always difficult.Just to commit for one goal without thinking of other options seems impractical in todays scenrio where lots of opportunity is waiting for you.But you have to remember,one cannot travel in two boats simultaneuosly you have to chose one option,and here your decision making ability challange you. And after taking one boat(career option) you should not think of any backup plan.

Many time failure occurs not beacuse you are not capable or deserving or you are not self motivated but because of lack of commitment towards your goal.

There is a story i remember at this point of time of school where a teacher ask one student to go out and bring the most beautiful flower from the garden.But you cantnot return back to same flower again Student went out wandering around and return back without any flower.Teacher ask him a reason of not bringing any flower,he explaus sir when i saw the first flower i found it most beautiful and i want to take it but then i think that may be there are more flowers beautiful than this one ahead so i left it and for flower i think the same and when i saw last flower i found the flower i saw the first was the most beautiful so i didn't bring any flower.

The same is with opportunities you found the first opportunity but we though the next one may be the best.Don't look here and there chose one which your heart says is the best for you.Remeber here i said your heart says the best not one which you get first.And after choosing it,commit for it whole heartadely and "Burn Your Boat".

I hope i share something useful with you.
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How many chickens and how many rats!

07\05\2010

On 01 sept,1931 saint James Palace London encountered second round table conference,when Dr.B.R. Ambedkar raised an appeal to make caste based census.And India first time ever counts their heads on the basis of caste.

1931 was the period of struggle.Struggle for independence,for soveriegnity,for self dependency.It was the time when indian struggle accelarated with self paced esteem.This decision of counting gives another chance to britishers and they implement successfully their 'divide and rule' policy and lag us to backfoot.

But the scenario today is totally different.We,12th largest economy of world,largest democracy which declare ourselves as social,secular state,sending missions to moon and developing with compatible rate.Prepare ourselve to count again on castes.After 7 decades of clear counting we feel it necessary again to divide the society.

Thursday's session of lower house dedicated to discuss whether it will happen or not!Opposion parties demands the caste based census on the grounds that it will clear the picture,how many chickens needs to enter the rat caste.

Does we really need this!One hand we are planning for biometrical census for the first time and other we are talking again that reserved rubbish talk.

Ok!lets suppose we need it,but how can any one confirm person say truth about his caste.Is it possible to confirm every person's caste in this largest population.Its just give them one more chance to gulp public assets behind public ass.

I can just say stop this rubbish talks and do something better,which makes us feel proud on our constituion and on our preamble.World is watching us.

And also in democracy with having good leading party there should be a good opposision.Be aware next time while voting.

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02/05/2010

Hello all of you,
Days are going well,learning lots of things this days,while teaching. Enjoying company of nice and curious persons around me.
Reading,Planning for lectures,checking assignments,taking tests,doing activities,discussing cricket keeps me busy.

Cricket reminds me, how was your IPL season?Hope enjoyed it. IPL enlarges its scope from tv to theatre, from youtube to twitter.This time tweets creats lots of news than cheer leaders.Well this talks are beyond our understandings of game cricket.We can only enjoy our fav. cricketers playing against each other. All is well as end is well. CSK wins, cheers!.

As entertainment finish cricket starts. T20 worldcup,entered in the routine.This time a new team of Afghanistan registered into ICC.Afgans who are torchered by the talibanis,listen only music of AK-47 and surround sounds of dynamites,there national heroes are Mulla Umar,bin-laden.They are now playing cricket.Making runs,taking wickets and even winning matches.

A country with 29,021,099 heads trained there 16 youngsters. Is this the addiction of this game?,or something else.
After talibanis rule,afghanistan lost most of its currency as there was no rule of taxing there,it lags a decade behind.Now cricket is there future investment as there is lots of money and passion in this game.And the way they played(against ireland), lites hope of there great future in this game.

Welcome Afganistan,to the game of cricket,to the 21st century and to the great world ahead.

For us, have to develop insomnia because there is lots of entertainment in night now onwards.After cricket world cup,Fifa WC awaits next.

Hope Great Day and night!

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"Make Haste but slowly"- Behind the horrific Massacre

09\04\2010

Fester Lente-"make haste but slowly" was the motto guiding the roman emperor Gaius Julius Caesar Augustus as his forces fought the war that guaranteed the Mediterranean two world of peace.Union Home Minister P.Chidambaram's advisors need to whisper those words in his ears.

Horrific annihilation on tuesday by naxals at Chintalnar(Dantewada dist.) of Chhattisgarh(earlier part of M.P.) raises many questions among us.It is not first time that we are facing such a weired situation,we lost many of lives earlier also.This time we lost 75 of CRPF jawans on operation green hunt* and a policeman.

As an Indian i also have similar feelings about this massacre as you all have.But words come to me on this are not censored here so i cant express them.

Read some articles,and heard lots of news,about the lick-age in our security system,about politicians blaming on each other.I do not know whose fault is this,and where is the lick.But one thing is sure that it becomes a serious disease and medication should be done before it become incurable.

Before getting deep into its affects and results,first i like to discuss who are naxals and why they are doing so. Naxals are members of Maoist group.This are the peoples with Talibani thinking and they did not believe in Democracy.They want government in their hands.They oppose development and disbelieve in economic growth of country.They use Guerrilla technique of war.This technique was invented by 'Marathas'(Shivaji) used against Mughals and later Britishers.In this, army attacks on enemy at night time or when they are not alarmed or ready to war.

As they are people of our own country,but we not called them as 'Terrorist'.They become a challenge for government from many years.We can not treat them as we treated the attacks from other countries.We want a talk but,they only know violence.

Here i remember the interview of Mr. Chidambaram on NDTv India. When he asked,As non-violence helps Gandhiji to win over Britishers,Does it not help over Naxals? He replied: It can,but they don't want to talk.And if Gandhiji was here they will kill him rather talking.

It is very ambiguous situation,we can not attack our citizens,we can not talk as they don't want to and of course we can not grant their wishes.

Whatever it is,it is a challenge and gov. have to come over by this problem as soon as possible.

This is all from my side.I can only do in this scenario is to pray to god to show them right path.They learn humanity and lesson of Brother-hood.

Thanking You to read this!

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*Green Hunt-This operation is name as green hunt because of the uniform of Maoist is green.

What does it matters?

03/04/2010
Hello Friends,
Long time to see you,How are you all?I am teaching at Sushila Devi Bansal college.Enjoying experience of teaching.

April starts,with fresh energy, enthusiasm and courage.Fools making fools of others.Financial year of India starts,Budget declarations was in action now.The two good things which April bring with it is:

1.)Right to education bill 2.)Interest rates on savings per day basis.

Now by using RTE,children under 6-14 years of age have right to taking compulsory education.Passing the bill is the major step forwarded by government this year.
Education is the basic need of society to upbringing status and eradicate poverty.
The biggest challenge now is to implement bill onto a real ground.
1st April,GeetaBhawan Square,Signal Red me with my 4 friends in a car, a boy or rather say a kid of 6-7 years of age come to my window with bunch of balloons.I asked him does hi go to school.He nodded with locked lips as he did not heard the name of school before.
This incident explores the challenge which have to face by govrnment and commities and also us to implement this law.

I hereby request you all,please try to promote the importance of education and encourage young ones to go scchool and their parents to send them to school.This will help you by giving you better society to live in and better future of country.

Second,the enouncement made by RBI for all banks to put rates on savings by daily basis not monthly.It will help us and give better returns.On june 2009 RBI bring this proposal which comes into action from April onwards.Now our money has more value than before.It will also encourage people to invest money.

Does this changes matters you?Think....

India has put one step further and going to become the first democratic country to prepare its National datbase by photographed and fingerprinted 1o2 Crores of population.

Nothing much to discuss.I finisshed here with a wish to develop better nation and to bring peace and harmony among us.

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